Iapos;ve got so many complicated relationships in my life these days. Because I suffer from anxiety and depression most of the people in my life are diagnosed with some sort of mood disorder. My best friend as well as my ex-boyfriend are bipolar and use substances. I came to the sudden and painful realization that my best friend had a substance abuse problem. I always knew she used her anti-anxiety meds pretty liberally but after making a tactless pair of comments about her rape (and believe me this is so out of character for me and I still hate myself for it) I go to school to find she had come in drunk. She said it was just something she did whenever she was upset. Donapos;t get me wrong, I like to get hammered every once in a while but it seems like everyone around me either is completely straight edge or abuses some sort of substance. My ex-boyfriend, who I lovingly call The Jackass, broke up with me about a month ago after I gave him herpes type 1. For those who donapos;t know herpes type 1 means you get the occasional cold sore on your mouth. This is a condition about 60 of the population has therefor not usually considered a big deal by most people. So anyways he breaks up with me all of a sudden after 4 months of things seeming really good. He was my first boyfriend, first love, alot of firsts. I spend the last month trying to get over him and then he called two nights ago apologizing and wanting to get back together. I didnapos;t know what on earth to do. When we were dating he would drink, smoke, and lie a good amount but he seemed sober, he said he had a job, and seemed sorry so I gave him a maybe. The next day all this stuff with my friend Kat goes down and I text him in hysterics saying how fucked up my life was and how it wouldnapos;t work out. That night after I calmed down he calls me and says he just got back together with the girl he was dating before me. He also admits that he drinks every night so now Iapos;m wondering if there is such thing as using every once in a while without becoming an addict.
central texas tree, april mcat 2005, april mcat date, april mclean, april meents.
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